Last Night With E

I don’t know what came over me last night. I picked up my phone, typed the words “I want you inside of me” and sent it with no hesitation to E. Time had never passed more slowly then it did waiting for a response. Then I hear the familiar vibrating from my phone. I pick it up to see his response…. He had been thinking about me all day as well.

I was so nervous for some reason. I got ready any decided to let my long blonde hair down. This is something I really don’t do. I usually have it pulled back in some messy up-do. I am a new blonde, it is something bolder and more exciting. I am testing the theory that blondes have more fun, and so far I agree to this. I threw on my jeans, a white tank top which showed off every curve I have, and slipped on my Michael Koors heels. Applied my makeup flawlessly, sprayed my favorite perfume and ran down the fire escape to my car.

It wasn’t the first time I found myself on his doorstep at this hour. I sat there for a moment contemplating what the hell I was doing and if I should run back to my car when the door opened and there he was. All 6 feet 3 inches of him in the standing in the doorway, it was too late to turn around. I could feel his eyes exploring me like it was the first time he had ever seen me. He smiled and said hello as he took a step back inviting me into his house.

He poured me a glass of wine and we walked outside to the porch. The view was amazing, you could see the entire city, and it was like I was looking at it for the first time in years and also the last time I would be seeing it for a long time. How can I have something like that in front of my face for 25 years and never appreciate the beauty in it until I decide to leave it for the West Coast. I looked at E and thought the same thing about him; I passed up an amazing chance because I don’t open my eyes. Three years of playing cat and mouse and never giving him the real chance he deserved. He knew what I was thinking, and out of no where told me it was “ok” and put his hand on my waist and pulled me closer to him. The way he touched me made me feel like a well desired woman. He grabbed my hand and led me into the kitchen to pour me another glass of wine.

I was sitting on the kitchen counter as he walked over toward me with my glass. He set it down beside me and placed himself between my legs. He grabbed the back of my neck and drew me closer to him. His lips were amazing, everything I was wanting them to be. It’s amazing how much you can miss someone’s lips. He tasted amazing and just made me want more. It was hot, erotic, passionate, sexy, sensual, carnal, amazing, satisfying… all these words and so much more describe what I was feeling at that exact moment. There is something very exciting about the alpha male; this is an extremely sexy breed of man. The ones who know how to please a woman as if they knew what you were thinking. This was not my first taste of dominance but things were heating up very quickly. The only thing I could do was be completely submissive to him and just let him explore every inch of me with his mouth. I gasped at he arched my back, lifting my hips off the counter as my jeans hit the floor. He lifted my arms and pulled my shirt over my head. I slid down my navy blue lace panties and threw them at him, I could feel him get harder through his pants. He adored me and I felt so desired by him. I liked the way he would stare in my eyes and tell me that I am amazing.

The sex that night was amazing and I do hope I get to experience it again before I head off on my cross county move…. Ill keep you update :0)

~Nell